17Jul09

I’m so tired I feel like crying. I don’t know what is it I’m tired about but I know I’m just tired.

God, if You put me here for a reason then show me the way Lord. Grant me the strength to run the race everyday. Give me the courage to believe in myself. Because I know that You made me to serve a greater purpose in life. Help me to overcome this Lord. If that’s what You want me to be, then make me one that glorifies Your name and builds Your kingdom.

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Mark 4:35-41

17Jul09

“But at times, it is God who sends us into the dark, turbulent trials of life. Tossed violently by strong winds and raging waves, we fear that we may be shipwrecked, and we will-if we are not anchored securely in the Lord Jesus, the rock of our salvation. Perhaps we will never know how God controls the storm. But we know that God is in the storm with us and He is far greater than any storm.”

Thank you. You know who you are. I’ve been reading it everyday ever since you text me this. It’s been so encouraging. =)

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Connection

13Jul09

That’s why I can’t connect to you people. I can’t.

I thought I could but I just can’t. Not everything in life can be made into jokes. Not everything in life must be taken so lightly.

Because you have never been through life before. You don’t understand how I operate.

If you’re entitled to make mocking jokes, so why can’t I? Since you fail to operate at that empathy level, why should I?

Damnit. I don’t even know why I’m here.

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Great.

11Jul09

You medic students think you’re so great. Oh well guess what. You only study about science.

We study about biology, physics, chemistry, arts, history, psychology, geomatic engineering, civil engineering, mechanical engineering, environmental engineering, building services, language, urban planning, site development, sustainability, interior design, graphic design, communications, meteorology, geology, anthropometric, construction, culture, quantity survey and land survey.

So who’s better now huh?

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Toxic

11Jul09

Toxic toxic toxic.

Intoxicated.

By Durians.

Ah.

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Desert Song

11Jul09

This is my prayer in the desert,
When all that’s within me feels dry,
This is my prayer in my hunger and need,
My God is the God who provides.

And this is my prayer in the fire,
In weakness, or trial, or pain,
There is a faith proved more worth than gold,
So refine me Lord through the flame.

I will bring praise,
I will bring praise,
No weapon formed against me shall remain,
I will rejoice, I will declare,
God is my victory and He is here.

This is my prayer in the battle,
When triumph is still on its way,
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ,
So firm on his promise I’ll stand.

All of my life, in every season,
You are still God,
I have a reason to sing,
I have a reason to worship.

And this is my prayer in the harvest,
When favour and providence flow,
I know I’m filled to be emptied again,
The seed I receive I will sow.

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Beat it

10Jul09

Sleep deprivation plus coffee and heavy workload can be a very lethal concoction. My heart is pounding really fast and it feels like it’s never gonna stop.

I need sleep. Proper sleep. 21st birthday didn’t make me a super hero. I don’t feel like one. The scarlet blood rushing through my veins feel neither ice cold or boiling hot, I feel ordinary-so what’s the big fat deal about 21st birthday. I can’t fly, I can’t read people’s thoughts, I still can’t change things the way I want it. Ultimately, it means more responsibility, more problems, more troubles and more of ducking to avoid life’s dung heading towards me.

And so I need a damn good amount of sleep or else I’ll be damned.

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Week 1

10Jul09

It’s tiring. Expected. Draining. Yet refreshing.

“Sometimes we really are blinded to his ways i guess.. Maybe you’ll see why later in life? Just dun give up tht hope.. *hugs*”

Thank you to that person. Of your undying tacit support.

Post-note: Show me you can take exceptional pictures without the DSLR then I will show you what photography appreciation is.

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A little sugar won’t hurt

03Jul09

I’ve always wanted to make caramel apples but just never got to it being the highly successful procrastinator that I am. But I was watching Enchanted yesterday (yes, again for the fifth time) that it really kicked my arse to make it. I was like, “Okay, okay. There are none available here so you gotta make it!!! Sem break’s ending!”

So I made it just now and I was like O.o

I’m hooked. So is my brother. Sorry peeps no pics. Gobbled the two apples before I can take any.

Post-note: Yesterday’s zucchini pasta was amazing and surprisingly easy. =)

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Yummy

01Jul09

Falling head over heels for leather-bound hand journals!

But they’re super expensive. God? Can you make  fall one from heaven that knock me straight out? =)

Pic courtesy of etsy.com

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